August 5, 2012

• Bday Plans

  So my birthday’s coming up in less than two weeks. I already know that I want to do nothing. Absolutely nothing. That’s the plan. (I don’t get how some people can’t/won’t comprehend that.) Raised a spoiled only child, I am used to getting what I want. If need be, I will go out of my way to get what I want. And if somehow, things still don’t go according to plan, I will be royally pissed the f@ck off.

  The main reason that I want to do nothing is because doing something/anything requires planning. To be honest, I’m tired of planning stuff. I more or less plan everything (cabin trip, cousin trips, kpop trips). Planning takes a lot of time & effort. Most of all, it stresses me out, even if it doesn’t show. As if I need more sh!t to in my life to worry about, celebrating my birthday shouldn’t be one of them. The ironic thing about this is that doing nothing still requires planning. Yes, I have a plan to avoid doing something (if something comes up).

  I suppose I’m the exact opposite of most people when it comes to birthdays. Most people want to celebrate, party, or whatever. Me? I don’t want to do jack sh!t. I just don’t. I don’t know when I became like this, maybe it’s just cause I’m getting older and just care less.

   

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